Does anyone know any butterflies.?!

Now I'm sitting on the floor in my apartment(which is not my apartment after July), watching telly & wondering "Why I'm not excited about my trip, yet.?". I mean yes I've shouted out loud that I'm leaving this cold & grumpy Finland and heading to the PARADISE. But still, where are all the butterflies.?! 

I've booked flights, those cost me 680€ which is nothing. Then I've bought other important and useless stuff like international drivers license, vaccinations etc. I'm out of $$$ before I get to go but that's definitely gonna be worth it.! (it's a working holiday, not a holiday MOM & DAD)

I've never been this happy in my life though. Finally leaving my fun but yet so fucking lousy career as a courier. Never wrote a blog before either. This year is the year when I'm doing shit loads of stuff for the first time and i LOVE it, the sound of it, everything innit. 

I kinda made this blog for my parents only(& because I'm not gonna update my status in FB every freaking day that's for sure), because I'm quite sure they're the only ones that are worried sick and shit. But of course all the other creatures including my beloved friends are more than welcome to follow my adventures aka read my precious blog.

Laters,

Jen

xoxo